Is it too early for me to be a grinch???

Im in so many ways not looking forward to the holiday season. Every Holiday Season is a let down...either Im dealing with some knucklehead male, family issues or day to day bullshit.

This holiday season kicks off with a all family...and I mean ALL FAMILY thanksgiving.

Im hoping to have a bottle of Jack with me when I go. LOL

But Im just not looking forward to it...think because I've had craptacular holidays for the last three years and the whole holiday season has just lost all the luster it once had when I was a kid.

Damn things were easier when I was a kid.

well...I admit, I am looking forward to seeing my family. I dont get to see them as much since I moved out...but you know how it is when EVERYONE comes back together and the old shit comes up....LIke those old family stories about so and so using/stealing the other ones clothes/toys/personal objects. Shit like that?!?!

Thats why Im not looking forward to it...plus Im single this year...well dating but havent reach that serious level...yet

But He did say that he was in town for thanksgiving he planned on making an apperance at my fathers house...

*faints*

Mind you ive known this man for 16 years and dated him when I was in highschool and we didn't reach this level when we were younger so this is ALL new territory for me...what makes it worse or better...depends on how you look at it...

He already knows my family and they know him....

This shit can fly either way for me...LOL

I need a drink...